Utusan Rindu Buat Rasulullah

Assalammu'alaikum Wbt,

Di kesempatan ini, ana ingin mendedikasikan Salam Istimewa Memperingati Hari Kelahiran Nabi Junjungan, Muhammad S.A.W

Sesungguhnya, Baginda insan paling mulia, paling layak menjadi sumber ikutan dan teladan buat kita semua.

Teringat persoalan yang sering ditanya, "Andai Rasulullah bersama dengan kita pada masa sekarang, apa yang kita akan lakukan"?

Ana ingin sentiasa bersama Rasulullah, mengajar dan mendidik ana sentiasa. Merasai kasih dan cinta baginda.

Pastinya, hati-hati yang merindui Baginda akan sentiasa mengalirkan air mata kerinduan yang amat mendalam, mengharap pertemuan dengan Baginda. Hati-hati yang terpikat, jatuh cinta dengan setiap yang ada pada diri Rasulullah..

Ya Allah...

Siapa lah kami

 di sisiMU

Namun,

air mata

kasih

rindu

harap

kami tidak mampu tertahan

tatkala mengingati KekasihMU

Bernama Muhammad

Kami rindu Baginda

Insan yang tidak pernah kami temui

Wajah yang tidak dapat kami bayangkan

Tetapi ingin benar kami tatapi

Moga Engkau menerima kami

Mengadakan pertemuan

ini kelak

di Syurga kelak..

Hati Hati Kita

Cuti sekolah muncul lagi.. 

Dakwah.. jangan mengharap hasilnya dapat segera

Allah SWT menguji hambaNYA dengan pelbagai

Lakukan sesuatu agar bertambahnya usia selari dengan kematangan dalam bergerak

Maknanya, ilmu, keberanian, pengalaman sentiasa seiring

Meluaskan ukhuwwah dan networking

Bergeraklah

Tanpa mengharap kepada orang lain untuk bergerak berubah dahulu

Lakukan sesuatu

Lakukan sesuatu

Walau kudratmu tidak sekuat yang kau upayakan

Terus melangkah

Memburu redhaMU 

Usah menunggu lagi

Usah banyak berfikir

Jika

Akhirnya..

Kau akhiri dengan 

Fikiran buntu

Langkah terkunci selamanya

Batin menjerit 

Tekanan berpanjangan

Yang ada

Sangka buruk

"Dia yang salah",  "Dia tak buat kerja", "Dia selalu tak datang usrah".

Dengan riak

"Aku jaa yang buat semua", "Aku ja yang datang usrah".

Bila lagi anjakan paradigma dilakukan

Agar keluar dari zon ini....

Ana...

Minta tolong kepada semua..

Agar kita berkumpul kembali

Berbincang

Berkongsi

Berfikir, bermuhasabah, bekerjasama

TANPA

Mengharap atau menunggu orang lain untuk berubah dahulu

Tolonglah..... Tolonglah....

Kami Ya Allah

Teguhkan hati kami

Agar terus mencintai agamaMU

Cinta yang tulus

Agar kami sungguh-sungguh

Kurniakan kami

Keinginan yang MEMBARA

Membantu agamaMU ini

Salam Maulidur Rasul

Kerinduan kepada Baginda dan kecintaan kepadanya.. Maka bersegeralah berangkat samada dalam keadaan senang atau susah.

Kembalikan fitrahmu kepada ketaatan sebenar kepada Risalah yang dibawa Baginda..

Itulah nikmat Islam

Rasulullah amat mengasihi umatnya.. sehingga itulah satu-satunya perkataan yang terpacul pada bibir baginda sebelum malaikat Jibril menarik nyawa baginda

Ya Rasulullah

Betapa diri kami amat memerlukanmu

Solawat, sunnahmu

Benar-benar pengubat rindu kami kepadamu

Sungguh Allah Maha Mengasihani

Dengan solawat

Kami jadi lebih harap untuk bertemu denganmu kelak

Dengan syafaat mu kami nantikan

Agar langkah kami kelak

Rahmat buat menduduki syurgaNYA

Kami merinduimu

Kami impikan belaianmu

Teguranmu

Tarbiyyahmu

Kami ingin menatap wajah suci Rasul

Pencinta kami sepanjang hayat

Kekasih Agung Allah SWT

Kami ingin bercerita denganmu

Kami ingin menangis bersamamu

Kami ingin tersenyum bersamamu

Kami ingin damai tenang bersamamu

Kami cinta dirimu

Sepanjang hayat kami

Kami sentiasa mengingati

Menanti dan mengharap pertemuan denganmu kelak

Moga Allah meredhai impian kami

Salam Maulidur Rasul 1432H

Buat Pencinta Nabi Junjungan Muhammad SAW



Bisikan Cinta Buatmu

Dia memberitahuku

"Apalah sangat ujian dan kesusahan yang menimpa diriku"

Andai dinisbahkan dengan kesusahan dan kesengsaraan pejuang dahulu

Daku mengangguk setuju

Ku mengiyakan

Tidak lekang kata-kata itu menusuk fikiran

Berfikir tentang ZatNYA

Mengamati Nama-Nama INDAH

Dia

MAHA KAYA

MAHA MENDENGAR

MAHA MENGASIHI

Daku, sahabatmu

Memahami keadaanmu sayang

Tentang keberadaanmu

Membongkar hikmah tabiyyah buat dirimu

Ku tak mampu

Hanya lewat pertemuan itu,

Ku sedar,

Ingin ku katakan,

Allah sentiasa mengasihimu

Yakini betapa MAHA 

Allah SWT 

Kau katakan dengan keadaanmu,

Daku juga ingin ungkapkan,

Dengan ujian yang kau kira tidak seberapa itu,

Dirimu sentiasa dinantiNYA

Untuk merintih,

Berharap,

Berpaut,

Dan meminta

Maka,

Jangan kau mengecil-ecilkan 

Apa yang melanda dirimu

Moga dikau sejahtera di dalam naungan rahmahNYA

Ku kirim bisikan cinta,

Buatmu wahai sahabat..

Biar hati kita terpaut

Bukan kerana bersua muka sentiasa

Ingatan tulus

Dalam doa dan sujud

Ku cinta dirimu keranaNYA

Really Sorry ..

It was really hard for me once i made up my mind that i would not come for one of my bestfriend's wedding day this weekend. Yes, her special day.

And on 4th December, is also an important day for most of my friends coz we have a special reunion for our SPM 2002 Batch on that night.

We have planned the reunion last september when my friends and I had a memorable conversation at Restoran Pantai, Pitas. The idea came up when we realized that we miss our ex-teachers a lot and this effort is actually trying to celebrate them. Just a simple thank you by having this mini reunion. (Eventhough i know that this effort could never repay their good deeds to us).

And a good friend of mine, Salmiah will get married on 5th Dec and i knew about it early when our friendship begins this year. Even if she did not invite me to come, i think i would remind her to do so.

Now, it is no more about breaking the promises, but it is all about PRIORITY.

That, myself, me and I need to pick up the calling from my jemaah.

That, I consider it as a big mission of mine.

That, whatever programs come to me, whatever efforts i have put into it, how fantastic our plans, when this comes to me, I have to forget all the programs (the great reunion and my friend's wedding). Everything would be the second and next list, but not for Tarbiyyah. It's a never-ending sacrifice and now i am chosen!

Because, i know that in order to gain people's love. Yes it would come naturally BUT let's turn your heart to Allah first. Now, i do this because of Allah. I hope Allah will help me, to let my friends happy with my decision. To allow their program will get your bless without my presence there. To make our friendship more meaningful and blissful.

I have a great faith that, without me being there, they would be okay coz this friend of theirs is doing the best for Allah, for Islam, for this greater and precious friendship. I hope my decision will not just bring in happiness to me, but all of you will get more delighted than what i feel.

My refuse not to come is not because i do not care about our friendship, THAT IS NOT  the acceptable fact.

But, I hope you will accept this,

That, i love you. When i love you, i would ask from Allah to give the best care for you guys..

I also feel very guilty being not getting together with you. I do not have better words to describe my feelings. I do not have that power.

Therefore,

I AM REALLY SORRY..

I would really afraid if i do not come for the Tarbiyyah, i would regret for such a long time. I would in depress.

You get mad at me, it's okay as long as i am very sure that Allah will always with me, pleading and counting my tears here.. please comprehend my decision. I am very hurt with i am doing against you. and i now lay this to Allah. But i believe, i would never regret to do so. InshaAllah


P/S : To Salmiah Dawang, congratulations! I pray the best for your happiness for the rest of your life.


To Siti Rokiah and our beloved fellow friends... it does not mean getting together is the best moment EVER.. sometimes we need to appreciate and value this friendship in the midst of hardship of striving for Allah LOVE.. We value friendship when you do something for the sake of Islam.. and i realized now how precious our friendship is. The feeling that i would never experienced before this!

I Need Your Dua', My Dearest Friends..

We are not feeling good these days, thinking about Najuan's condition. He has been ill since last thursday.. and up to now, he has been warded in the hospital since last monday night.

Returning from the hospital, my mother looked very concerned and sad. It was very rare for me to see mother in that way. I immediately feel that Najuan's fever is getting serious now. After performing Isyak prayer, I could hear the sound of worriedness and sadness inside of her. I know she must have hard times for these  few days. Inside of her tiredness and laughing sometime, i could notice the terrible feelings through her eyes. Poor mother.

I know that all of us could not stop thinking and praying for Najuan. Praying that he will get better very soon. We miss him so badly. My siblings always keep texting me asking his circumstance everyday. Yet, I still and always pray for the little love.

Yesterday,  we went to visit him in the hospital. We could not stand to see him longer in that way. He is just feeling better only if being with three lucky persons, his parents (my sister & her husband) as well as my mother. Others would be definitely rejected by him. He would cry without having himself on these persons' arms.


This little baby is in a very painful situation now. We feel that pain too.

To all my dearest friends,

Please pray the best for our first nephew, Mohd Fiz Najuan.

May Allah give him His Mercy and His Rahman for our love.. Ameen..

Erti Aidiladha

Salam AidilAdha buat kalian semua

Hayati Erti Sebenar Pengorbanan Demi Mencari Cinta & Redha Allah SWT

Pastinya menuntut kekentalan mujahadah 

Sekaligus membuktikan kepada siapakah

Untuk siapakah

Hati ini

Mengekspresi cinta & perasaan

Berkorban demi cinta

Antara Belahan Jiwa Ini

Pada ketika

Diri ini sibuk memasang hajat

Mengintai-intai ruang dan peluang

Ketika itu jua

Dihujani dengan halangan

Bukan diriku tidak menghargai ikatan ukhuwwah suci ini

Bila ku fikir

Bila ku tolak

Bila ku campur

upah dunia ini tidak memadai

Seolah-olah tidak menyebelahiku

Silap diriku

Barangkali terlepas pandang

Menilai keutamaan

Mana yang perlu didahulukan

Sehingga setiap kali undangan wangian silaturrahim menerpa indah

Aku selalu hilang

Jauh dengan rasa kesal

Andai ikatan hati ini pudar

Sedikit masa

Sedangkan aku menyayanginya

Namun,

apakah benar aku mampu ketika ini?

Mereka

Adalah insan yang ku sayangi

Ya Rabbi

Ku yakin

Rasa cinta ini

Akan sampai jua kepada mereka

Menyentuh hati mereka dari jauh

Kerana ENGKAU yang memegang hati-hati kami

Satukan hati kami

Titipkan rasa kasih dan rindu di antara kami

Selagi hati ini tetap lurus di jalanMU

Aku mencintai mereka keranaMU

Semoga diriku

Beroleh cintaMU jua

Cinta mereka yang mencintaiMU

Tunjukkan aku kepada apa jua perkara

Yang membawa CintaMU

Kepada mereka

Aku memohon ampun dan maaf

Aku di antara sahabatmu

Yang tidak dapat menerbitkan

Menzahirkan

Mengekspresikan

tuntutan buat mekar mewangi ikatan kita

Biar..

Walau apa pun

Dirimu akan tetap segar dalam doaku

Moga kita akan dipertemukan kelak

Dalam suasana

Mengikut apa yang TERBAIK

Yang diredhaiNYA

Yang tidak kita ketahui

Suatu takdir dan perancangan Maha Bijaksana

Tak terungkap

Dalam Luh Mahfuz

Moga kita tetap akan percaya

Ku luahkan isi hatiku

Demi suatu

Ekspresi cinta untukNYA..

Moga redha sentiasa mengiringi..

*Dedikasiku buat semua sahabat jemaah yang kucintai. Yang jauh di mata, namun di hati, mereka adalah antara sahabat yang ingin sekali diri ini dampingi. Wallahu'alam*

HIM VS him

I noticed this feeling earlier

But i never knew 

It would come to this level

Telling myself it's just a lie

Comes from black heart of mine

That i don't deserve for him

Could you tell him

That this feeling i can't stand it sometime

I'm just scared of being drifted away

From YOUR way

Don't know why

Why does it come so frequently

I dont deserve for him

Tell him

I would like too

If YOU want it to be

Kun Fa Ya Kun with YOUR bless

Yet

I am still waiting in patience

Waiting for YOUR calling

Let me stick with you

Coz i know that

It's enough having ONLY you in my lifetime

I give it back to you

I only want your love

Yours is the BEST

I know you'll listen me

And tell him as well

With Your AL MIGHTY

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahiim

  Alhamdullillah, finally i managed to come up with my own blog. Seriously, i loved reading blogs. Some of them are just very powerful in giving me strength and great consciousness on returning this heart back to HIM. I will never so sure how this writing will be looked like, but Hopefully He will give me His Mercy to conduct it smoothly and consistently, and the most important thing is you and me will find it beneficial.

   Insha Allah i  will come up with my own piece of writing. I know this effort will be showered with many obstacles, and i hope it will open my mind, the way i perceive things around me, and i will gain something precious through this.

  What drives me to do this? Maybe because when i read people's blog, most of the time i feel impress and it makes me think "if someday i can do this". Well, it's a wonderful feeling! theirs are very colourful and informative, i wanted to possess it as well but, absolutely with my own style. Easier said than done!

Surah As Saff:

2. O you who believe, why do you say what you not do? 3. Most hateful it is with Allah that what you say you do not do

Telling us how it is very important of doing what you say. When you say something, make sure you do it.

That is a very big "amanah" to me and i pray to Allah that He will guide me and always bless me in doing all this.  And, to my all dearest, please give me a reminder as i just really need it for always.

Love HIM